Goodbye 2009. Welcome 2010.
2009 was the hardiest year of my life. But I just can say that everything was worth because I lived amazing moments. I'm really thankful because I knew many people last year. I met my dearest bffs Natacha, Karoline e Carol for the first time.
Me and Natacha are really close friends. We hanged out a lot last year and I hope see her several times in 2010. We bought our tickets and did our shirt for concert together, we went to Copacabana Hotel and saw Joe and Belle having breakfast. When I saw Jonas going to Corcovado she had alread left. I touched Kevin and he smiled to me. Nick and Joe was scared haha 'Tia Dê' was so pretty as always. I asked JB manager to take a pic with me but he said no. Wow bad guy =/ Me and Nah went to cinema to watch Jonas Brothers Concert 3D and Hannah Montana. We were there to buy our LVATTs. I don't have any idea how many times we hanged out I just can say it was some. And I'm greatful because I have great friends because of Jonas.
Talking a little about the most special day of my life.
May 23th 2009.
Definitely it's a day to remember forever. I use to say the better song to describe this day is Paranoid. Maybe because Jonas had released that few days ago they went to Rio. Maybe because Paranoid music video went out in the same day the Rio concert or just because we were freaking out.
First Cine came. It's a Brazilian Powerpop band that I didn't like. In fact it's more like I hate them but anyway... Me, Paula and Pri had fun in our way. We try to dance Hoedown Throwdown. I wish someone had recorded it. You'd laugh out loud, I'm sure.
Then Demi Lovato. She is really beautiful and talented. Her voice is amazing. She was so happy to be here and surprised because she couldn't imagine we knew all of her songs. She cried on Two Worlds Collide and when she was singing Don't Forget she said to us "I won't forget you Brazil" and I know that's true.
Going to a concert of your idols it's always amazing but the first one is something that words can't describe so well... It's unexplainable. When they come to stage a movie is on your head. You think about your fan pathway. BOOM suddenly the curtain falls down. Three brothers enter the scene. Your heart starts to beat so fast. You really believe that your heart will come out of your mouth. You sing, you cry, you scream, you are touched and try to have their attention.
You just wanna they look at your eyes just once.
You feel their voices fill your chest and it's the best sensation of the whole world.
You are finally near them just like a dream but now it's real.
You don't want it ends.
You could stay there for the whole night, for days. Just there, montionless or bouncing, seeing them singing your fav songs after all this concert is what you have been waiting for a long time.
A song after other. A talk-break. They say "We love you". That's not a pay lip service. You can feel this love flood you.
Another song. A choir sings along. You shiver.
Drum battle. You're laughing. "What's your problem Jack?" Joe said.
Nick sits on piano. "This song is for breaking hearts", You'd give all to come to stage, hold Nick and say "Everything will be alright just wait a little bit longer".
Another song. One more. You know the end is coming but each second is like a eternity.
a Joe's blink, Kevin spinning with his guitar. In reality is just a bit but the time seems to stop.
Jonas go out. Just one or two songs and they will go away.
Fans start to sing Please be Mine. They attend our request. Joe, Nick and Kevin come back wearing a Brazilian Soccer Shirt and singing your favorite song. The song that made you be a JB fan. The song that made them be The Jonas Brothers. Then Joe is on front of you. "All our hopes and dreams will come true" he sings looking at your eyes.
And when they go you don't want to leave them. But YOU KNOW THEY GAVE YOU THE BEST NIGHT OF YOUR LIFE.
September 11th 2009. Hard for many reasons but a day which I didn't think it would be happen so early. I could swear I'd have to go to USA to make this dream come true. Meeting Meg Cabot.
Me and Natacha again at Fair book (Bienal do Livro). Meggin Patricia Cabot has been my biggest inspiration since 2000. She's an amazing writer and a sweet person. When she was signing I told her I had been waiting for this moment for almost ten years. And she just held me and say "you're so sweet". My favorite writer holds me, says that I'm sweet and she loves me. Can you believe?
2009 was a great year. But I know 2010 will be better, much better.
I hope see Jonas again. Go to many concerts. See Miles. Have a party with Score 24. I wish I could meet Luminate but I think it wont happen in 2010. Maybe 2011 who knows?
I thank God for everything. He has been giving me more than I deserve. I thank Him because I have the best friends of the whole world. Louise, Natacha, Paulazinha, Karoline, Bruna Gomide, Laís, Thais, Clarinha, Érika, Nanda (Protegida), Fernanda Dantas, Fernanda Pereira, Mimin, Hérica, Felipe, Aline, Carla, Thiago, Isabela, Cinthia, Yve, Luis, Bruno, Mayra, Vic, Juliana, Mah, Marilia, Karlotinha, Mah/Jenni, Rebeca, Tonton, Bri, Jeyse, Cah Montemor, Cah Viera, Mandje, Aninha, Fer, Thai, Lydia, Milla Ceccato, Jonas... (Man probably I forgot someone, don't kill me.) I love you all (LL
Thanks to the greatest people I wanna meet: Samuel Hancock, Toby Hancock, Dustin, Aaron, Cody, Dusty, Tommy, Rob, Paul, Ryan, Joey, Asia, Holly, Cam, Morgan, Tierany, Barbara, Mari, Harshvardha. Thanks for being a part of my life, you're really important to me <3
Thanks to my idols I don't know where I would be without them. Music will be always the greatest and biggest part of my life.
"Can't imagine what it'd be like
Without the sound of all my heroes
Singin' all my favorite songs
So I can sing along"
